Still we breathe with broken lungs

Today we went to the zoo and then got vegan pizza!!! It was a wonderful day.

Wed, 22 May 2013 00:25:23 -0400

Today we went to the zoo and then got vegan pizza!!! It was a wonderful day.

I couldn’t be with Mike for our anniversary, I have my final exams today. So I hired a quartet...

Mon, 20 May 2013 12:23:38 -0400

I couldn’t be with Mike for our anniversary, I have my final exams today. So I hired a quartet to go to his work and sing to him.

There is not a day in the past year you have failed to make me smile and laugh. We have spent the...

Sun, 19 May 2013 23:59:30 -0400

There is not a day in the past year you have failed to make me smile and laugh. We have spent the past year learning so much about each other and we still have so much more to learn. I am so lucky to have someone who supports me and motivates me as well as makes me laugh and partakes in adventuring with me. I couldn’t ask to spend my time with anyone better. I love you Mike, Happy anniversary <3

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Sun, 19 May 2013 22:53:08 -0400

rising—tidez: mermaidsandmugshots: chrisdiaswin: motionb...

Sun, 19 May 2013 21:01:41 -0400

rising—tidez:

mermaidsandmugshots:

chrisdiaswin:

motionburnsthemood:

Abandoned Amusement Park in New Orleans

This is creepy

Tomorrow is FINALLY my last day of the semester!!!

Sun, 19 May 2013 20:59:36 -0400

Tomorrow is FINALLY my last day of the semester!!!

If one more person in my family asks me “are you sure you’re getting enough...

Sat, 18 May 2013 22:33:23 -0400

If one more person in my family asks me “are you sure you’re getting enough protein?!” I’m going to flip…. Yes I get plenty of protein. I get that they’re worried, but I live a healthier lifestyle than anyone in my family, so if they think they need to worry about what I’m eating they should probably fix their diet first.

thatsuki: Parkour, Parkour! My recent Illustration projects,...

Sat, 18 May 2013 20:40:22 -0400

thatsuki:

Parkour, Parkour! My recent Illustration projects, one being an Editorial assignment that encouraged me to go out and “experience” something. And I learned parkour! Special thanks to local traceur Josh Hill and his Sarasota Parkour group for inspiring me to get fit, to look at the world differently, and bring energy to my art of recent.

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Thu, 16 May 2013 23:15:19 -0400

"When you lose someone, whether by accident or on purpose, you start measuring time by its proximity..."

Thu, 16 May 2013 23:10:55 -0400

“

When you lose someone,
whether by accident or on purpose,
you start measuring time by its proximity to the loss.
You see familiarity in the faces of strangers.
You see the creases around your mother’s eyes.
Molly’s wide smile.
The curve of your sister’s nose.
Reflections in windows begin their taunting.
They mouth the names of all the people
you will probably never see again
except as a fleeting shadow
across a busy city street
or a memory that flashes in front of your eyes
in the seconds before you start crying.

When you lose everyone at once,
your body is the first to react.
The twisting of the stomach.
The nightmares while at work
or while driving.
The wrecking heart
pounding against your last hope
until that begins to shudder.
Then you start imagining yourself
wrapped in the arms of other people’s happiness.
You take their laughter as your own
and do anything to forget
the sting of the abandonment.

I’ve been told that I cannot eat poems.
That poems will not cure me of my sadness.
That here’s a list of doctors.
Take some meds.
This one’s a natural cure.
You don’t have to be so miserable.
The last doctor I saw told me I was crazy.
I spent the next eight months proving him right
because I have never met a doctor
who could un-invent loneliness.
Never found a pill that will close down the miles
that will force me
to spend Christmas morning
alone this year.

But I have read poems
that resembled my outstretched hands,
pale and trembling but so full of power.
I’ve heard poets speak words of mercy
that remind me that I’m not as alone as I feel tonight.

Doctor, can I wash this one down with some
water under the bridge?
If I take two before bed
will I wake up used to this?
Will it bring my girl back?
Or will it just make me forget?
I haven’t gotten any answers.
This pill is still sitting on my tongue.
I think for now I’ll stick with these poems.
They may not be for eating,
but they do fill me up.

”

- Amelia Garcia, “Pro Re Nata” (via pigmenting)

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Thu, 16 May 2013 22:44:21 -0400

This whole studying for finals is not going so well… I just need to focus until Monday! I can...

Thu, 16 May 2013 21:23:22 -0400

This whole studying for finals is not going so well… I just need to focus until Monday! I can do this!

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Thu, 16 May 2013 21:14:55 -0400

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Thu, 16 May 2013 20:23:54 -0400

After a while you realize that if you’re the one making all the effort, then its time to just...

Thu, 16 May 2013 18:35:08 -0400

After a while you realize that if you’re the one making all the effort, then its time to just stop. For what ever reason, they don’t seem too interested in being friends anymore. Which is fine, because you know things happen and people have things going on in their lives and not everyone is meant to be friends forever. It sucks, but thats just the way things are. Time to move past it.

Seriously TesseracT’s new album… I can’t turn it off.

Wed, 15 May 2013 22:23:44 -0400

Seriously TesseracT’s new album… I can’t turn it off.

this is pretty fucking great

Mon, 13 May 2013 21:25:26 -0400

this is pretty fucking great

patienthands: Tesseract l Of Matter - Resist l Altered...

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:47:23 -0400

patienthands:

Tesseract l Of Matter - Resist l Altered State

ohfuckyeahbtbam: Between the Buried and Me - Desert of Song

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:41:55 -0400

ohfuckyeahbtbam:

Between the Buried and Me - Desert of Song